Dr. Hall
It certainly is no secret that I spent several years in a condition frequently and lovingly referred to as “Nuts”. Now, I don’t feel badly about that because in true Christian Philosophy we are all nuts and salvation comes with the realization of how insane we are and then admitting we can’t fix it ourselves. We need a higher power. Once we are ready to search for that power, God will provide all the guidance we need, in spite of the fact we are usually too blind to see or too deaf to hear.
In my case, the day I snapped for good, I was smart enough to call a person I had been told about by dear friends who saw how badly I needed help. In our first phone conversation, Dr. Hall told me he was not taking any new patients but he could spare a few moments to talk on the phone. After five minutes he told me to show up that Friday at 9 AM. Since then we have had some great “disagreements”. At our very first session, he told me I would come to see Cancer as a blessing from God. I now agree with that completely, but at the time I thought he was crazier than I was. I have to say that after four years, I am healthier than I ever have been in my entire life. I never felt that I was smart enough, funny enough, kind enough. I spent most of my life thinking I was responsible for all the problems around me, that if I just planned harder, or worked harder or somehow was better, everything would be fine. When something inevitably went wrong, I took all the blame. I was terrified of not being good enough. Well, for better or worse, that is all gone. I knew I was truly cured last year when Kay and I went on vacation and I got blessedly lost because I had not obsessively planned the route with three alternative ways of getting there. And it didn’t bother me a bit. I knew it would work out, and in the end we had a great time.

Below is an address to Dr. Hall's Web sight. I tried to embed it in this writing, but if it can be done, I don't know how to do it.

www.awakentotruth.com